Strong I shall be

Although I like to be alone, I want someone to at least care about me. Almost 16 years old and "tired of life". But has it began, Or its just getting started? Will I make it? Right now when I need someone, everyone just give me their backs. Right now when i need a hug or a person to talk to, they all too busy... Am I that useless? Am I even worth it? How can I smile at school or when i hang out with friends and then at "home" if you can call it that,I cry myself to sleep.? All I want is a honest big hug and someone to say to me that i'm worth it, that i'm beautiful. Not because of my body. Just for who I am and who I will always be. I dont want to be compare to other girls. I want people to see and accept who I am. No matter how crazy or how quiet I am. Probably as I write this right now i'm writing a "lol" to someone or a "". One word can messed up my day or even the respect I have for you would be lost forever. Idk about tomorrow but all I know is that my sorrow that I drown on every day without anyone knowing... It's just Slowly taking me apart. But in peoples eyes, strong I shall be...


                   
                       by:ZOE-EMO-PUNK